DRAMA

Some days you wake up in the morning and you just know it is going to be “one of those days.” You try with all that you know not to get into a back and forth with anyone, but you manage to open your mouth and BAM. You’re in the mist of a hornets nest and you’re trying to figure out how you got there?

Well I have been doing some reading, The Law of Attraction, A New Earth, a couple of books by Wayne Dryer and even Deepak Chopar. It’s funny to me because I read it and think I am having an AH-HA moment but then I can’t seem to implement any of the good advice when I should. The moment usually passes then I realize I should have, “been present,” “recognized that was the pain-body,” “picked another battle” and “recognized it’s not me who has the problem.” If I could only figure this out before I step into the hornets nest it would be good. Maybe the reason I don’t figure it out is because I have visions of toasted bread dancing in my head. You know like the old intermission at the movies, where they are trying to get you to buy something from the snack bar. That is my “crack” (wheat) addiction. My pain-body is probably pissed off too because I am not feeding this stupid “crack” addiction. Pain-body is a ego tripping Drama Queen! So the pain-body has taken over and it wants to argue, create drama, and stir up trouble, ‘cause that’s what it does. Of course I am blindsided by the smell and vision of the buttery toast dancing in my head singing “eat me, com’on you know you want some, eat me,” then BAM! What the… were did that hornets nest come from? Too late the hornets are stinging the schick-itty out of me!

Frack-a-lacking bull!

Now, not only do I have a weight loss goal, I have a no drama goal, and a kick the “crack” (wheat) addiction goal.

I keep hearing “Stay present”…

“It’s all good.”


Peace